Friday Jun 30, 2006

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Good bye all. It's been great, but I'm outta here. I've enjoyed my time here for the most part, but my time is running short. You might find me over at deviantnation.com the competition. But life goes on, and I wish you all the best. We shall meet again.
silverrevolver:

So are you for the moment.

Really good to hear from you.

Look for me in the normal channels. I'm nathaniel hancock (for facebook) and my e-mail is freighttrainblues90@gmail.comblush

Sunday Jun 25, 2006

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Leaving guys, don't want to pay $9 a month for this new bubblegum stuff altough I love you all, I feel like I'm being pimped for having emotional realtionships with people. I can be reached at fukidunno@yahoo.com. I'll let you know where I'll be hanging out. Besides, I've always been one to root for the underdog. I hate...
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kundalini:

Yeah, I expected this. I did the 4$ a month thing last time and I don't know if I'll be around when that year is up. The site redesign doesn't bother me as much as all the shit going on in the message boards and such, but oh well... I'll see you on that other side too hopefully.

theslant:

It's getting to be on my last nerve.

There are only a few girls left that really have any remnants of what made this site so awesome.

It was more of the community and the resouces to music making, new music, and other random interests that were keeping me, and so far, despite all the bitching that I and others have done, nothing seems to be changing.

..

yeah.

Monday Jun 19, 2006

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Didn't feel like getting out of bed to go to work

so I didn't

I'll go in, eventually.

12 hour day. Are they going to fire me? maybe.

Do I care? Maybe.

Me and A.

Over in my mind. Don't have time to think about it.





puke
kundalini:

I guess you do what you have to do to make it through the day...
kiss

threestares:

it seems i do too much or not enough. when i am working i accomplish a lot.

i miss being in school. i am a very successful student, and i am frustrated by those who have no appreciation for the blessing it is to be able to learn as a job.

Sunday Jun 18, 2006

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To trust a stranger without investigation invites troubles
so endless that even descendants must endure them.

Without investigation, trust no one. Having investigated,
entrust a man with matters for which he is trustworthy.

To trust a man who has not been tested and to suspect a man
who has proven trustworthy lead alike to endless ills.

-Tirukkural 51: 508-510

Life lessons I'm still learning...
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kundalini:

True, true, true. Some still persist in naive dreams though they age...

threestares:

thanks for the information....

Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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Don't think I'm going to be around much longer. Deviant Nation. There I said it. Come get me fuckers.
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theslant:

yeahhh.. it's like pulling teeth for me just to navigate.

sucks.

you're one of the few people on this site that I dig, and now that I have more free time, I am hating to see you go. I can count all of the people keeping me on this site on one hand.

..you wouldn't leave me thumbless, would you?

I promise to traverse the gauntlet of clicks to get to your journals if you'd stay to see what the site redesign-redesign turns out.

josephene:

No-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no...Normally, I would just sigh and wish you the best, but no, this isn't acceptable. You are quickly becoming one of my favorite people here. Please, don't go.

I'm sorry I have been a bit MIA lately, the days seem to be running into one another. Stace (LilFleur) was my best friend of 10 years, and we lost her in a car accident a year ago. That's what my journal was all about. We had a very close relationship, emotionally and physically, and she was in the process of making her plans to move here. She flew here every other weekend when I was battling cancer, and I have never known anyone quite like her. She was outstanding. Thanks for asking, as you can tell, I love to talk about her.

Last weekend was time with the family, and an intense-eye-opening conversation with my cousin Sam. I am in the process of taking my cousin's senior pics so we were working on that, and lots of gram time. Then came home to hang out with a new boy in my life. His name is Brad, and it's all very new still. Still too new to tell, ya know...

This weekend is all about packing and organizing, a task that I happen to insanely love. Yeah, I know...my friends all look at me like I'm crazy too, but I love the idea of starting all over again. Hitting that proverbial "reset" button. I hope to spend some time out on the lake this weekend too because it's so freakin' hot here. And going to see the boy, at some point over the weekend. So, that's me.

How are you, honey? kiss

Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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If we're looking for outer conditions to bring us contentment, we're looking in vain.

-Ayya Khema, "Be an Island"
drstinkypants:

im spooky like that.
i read some of your older entries. you seem very... lost in thought, or something. which is how i feel most of the time, so i took a guess.
i like your profile pic, too. did you take it?

Monday Jun 12, 2006

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[The Doors of Perception]

We live together, we act on, and react to, one another; but always and in all circumstances we are by ourselves. The martyrs go hand in hand into the arena; they are crucified alone. Embraced, the lovers desperately try to fuse their insulated ecstasies into a single self-transcendence; in vain. By its very nature every embodied spirit is doomed to suffer...
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t7:

In the upper right hand corner where your user name is, it says home settings and etc.
Click that home button, I will display the last 3 previous journal entries of friends etc, but only 3...which is lame.

Saturday Feb 25, 2006

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Why do I feel I hate my job?

Is it the lack of income all month?

Is fits of my boss and the outbursts from coworkers?

How hard it is to get out of bed when you end up owing money at the end of a 6 day week?

This is the worst month ever but yet when you strip away money, or lackthereof it...
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artrob:

come work for me!!

maddog_hoek:

How about all of the above?
Why not take a transfer away from that crappy MI weather? You could sell outbacks in your sleep here in CO, its like our state car.
Maybe partying will help?
ooo aaa