i am an ass. i create these happy thoughts in my head that never work out. i might fall into old habits next week(end) now. i hate time/distance. i hate that the above repeats itself so often. i am going to stay off the computer for awhile. i am going to move next week. i am going do somethings for myself that dont end up bringing me down when they are over. i am going to be happy.
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camdenroad:
thats right kick your ass into happiness
jezika:
this is where i get down....no fufu for a while?? time and distance is my worst enemy *sigh* thats it.....*goes to check schedule for time off work.