fucko_fuckington

tonight i went out and didnt try to get laid. i was pretty mature and didnt hit on any women. well, i talked to them instead of just trying to hook up. i like that a lot better. i feel a lot better. i'm pretty intoxicated right now. my best friend and i went out and met some old friends. one of my old friends from high school is sponsored by Lost.. as a skateboarder. thats the only thing that i was excited about. i was weird and there was a lot of people that i knew but i didnt want to be affiliated with them. i am just going to keep to myself finish up school and be on my way. i hate living where i grew up. the same quetions are asked and the same answers to those questions are said. i wasnt saying much tonight. i was letting my friend talk tonight. seems like i'm talking now. i could just go on. blurring screen. i wish my mom wasnt sick. i hope the cancer goes away.