So I came back. Alot has happened since the last post. Right now I'm recovering from vasulitis that I developed for no reason and I'm coming off of the steroids they had me on for it. So I'm extremely sick for no reason whatsoever. Every part of my body hurts. I also lost my job because of attendance reguardless of the doctors notes and damn good reasons I couldn't get there. Like not being able to move. So there's an update. Hopefully after all the pain goes away I'll get me a new job and everything will return to normal. 
dont leave me again!
feel better. im fucked up too. steroids and funk put 15 pounds on me too.