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Yeah. I decided to post a blog with minimal whining. Looking through the last few (all of them), I complain more than anything else. I wait till something bad or irritating happens to blog. So. Hopefully this one will be different.

I've been feeling odd lately. Not complaining. It's a nice feeling. It's getting warm so it feels like I'm coming out of my cocoon. I fucking love flowers. and there are so many right now. On my way to Parkview (drive-thru where I buy my ghetto cigarettes), I was listening to Switchblade Symphony - Cocoon (must have been where I got the cocoon reference earlier in the blog) and the street I was on had at least 6 trees with the cherry blossoms falling like crazy. The song plus the floating cherry blossoms had to be one of the prettiest things I've seen in awhile.

I think I completely change during the summer. I'm so lazy and depressed when it's cold. I think this is the first year that I actually noticed it. Right now my life is really complicated and there's alot of things wrong with it. But I'm happy anyway. And that's just not like me. Not really sure how to explain it. I think I still have my winter hermit moments when I refuse to go to "parties" because personally, I hate them and see no point in going. But other than those times, I'm pretty much ecstatic. I love certain parts of my life. So. Yeah. I'm being wicked gay. That's about as minimal as the bitching and complaining is ever going to get. So now enjoy some pictures I took outside my apartment in a fit of joy. I love that. "Fit of joy". Lol.



The pink tulips that I like to steal



trees and cars. fun.



Picture taken from the alley. Ugly buildings.



The reason I got in trouble at work while driving this car



My ugly hallway. I love it.

Yep. That's it. I'm really into taking pictures today though. So don't be suprised if I make ya'll look at more.

Amanda