So I went to a bar again with Jerry. Fun times. Accidentally walked in on a girl in the restroom and she ended up inviting me in to pee and to share her coke with me. I declined, as I used to be extremely addicted and don't want to go there again. Jerry played alot of my favorite songs on the ghetto jukebox. Then we went back to his house where he proceeded to tell me he was in love with me and explained that the last time he felt that way about a girl was when he was with his daughter's mother 7 years ago. 
So that's put alot of pressure on me. I like him but I'm with Jordan and I love Jordan. I just want to continue having a fun friend to go out with on weekends. I don't know. I really don't want to hurt his feelings. He's such a nice guy. And he thinks I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. So weird. I'm not used to being complimented so much. But yeah, I guess we'll see what happens with that.
So today I went to hang out with Christian. We dyed eggs. Fun times. I also found out Christa aka "omg I'm such a hardcore lesbian" has turned straight and has found a man who is as retarded as she is. Good for her though. Seriously. And I guess she moved out and Chris and Nikki have resorted to new roomates to keep the apartment. Chris quit his job and Vandal and Damian live there now I guess. And they're all pothead, drunken losers. Not the cool kind like me (heh). Real wierd seeing the people I loved riding a downward spiral. It's kind of funny, actually.
I'm wokring on getting some new pictures up here. Since I've had different hair for like a few months now. I feel like it's wrong to have old pictures on here.
I really want a new tattoo. Really really bad. I'm thinking on my right arm or my chest. I have a few ideas floating around, so I'll eventually get them on paper. I'm getting antsy.
So my stomach is killing me. It feels hingry but I know I'm not cause I just ate. I have been snorting percocets like a big retard. I should probably stop that considering they contain oxycodone and I'm wicked allergic and have gone into shock from it before. But not on purpose. I was prescribed percocets for my wisdom tooth extraction and after a week of taking them I went into shock and starting puking lime green. Yeah. Hot, I know. But I was thinking, if I don't over do it, I'll be fine. Or I could just stop being an idiot and not do it. Oh well. It's better than coke.
Okay, I think that went on long enough. I'm going to go try to wake up Jordan cause I'm bored. Later ya'll
Amanda
So that's put alot of pressure on me. I like him but I'm with Jordan and I love Jordan. I just want to continue having a fun friend to go out with on weekends. I don't know. I really don't want to hurt his feelings. He's such a nice guy. And he thinks I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. So weird. I'm not used to being complimented so much. But yeah, I guess we'll see what happens with that.
So today I went to hang out with Christian. We dyed eggs. Fun times. I also found out Christa aka "omg I'm such a hardcore lesbian" has turned straight and has found a man who is as retarded as she is. Good for her though. Seriously. And I guess she moved out and Chris and Nikki have resorted to new roomates to keep the apartment. Chris quit his job and Vandal and Damian live there now I guess. And they're all pothead, drunken losers. Not the cool kind like me (heh). Real wierd seeing the people I loved riding a downward spiral. It's kind of funny, actually.
I'm wokring on getting some new pictures up here. Since I've had different hair for like a few months now. I feel like it's wrong to have old pictures on here.
I really want a new tattoo. Really really bad. I'm thinking on my right arm or my chest. I have a few ideas floating around, so I'll eventually get them on paper. I'm getting antsy.
So my stomach is killing me. It feels hingry but I know I'm not cause I just ate. I have been snorting percocets like a big retard. I should probably stop that considering they contain oxycodone and I'm wicked allergic and have gone into shock from it before. But not on purpose. I was prescribed percocets for my wisdom tooth extraction and after a week of taking them I went into shock and starting puking lime green. Yeah. Hot, I know. But I was thinking, if I don't over do it, I'll be fine. Or I could just stop being an idiot and not do it. Oh well. It's better than coke.
Okay, I think that went on long enough. I'm going to go try to wake up Jordan cause I'm bored. Later ya'll
Amanda
i hope that you can work things out with the guy that's madly in love with you. i've been in a situation like that before. both sides. it's kinda hard to get back to the friend area after someone lays that on ya.
good luck with that. and be careful with those percs.