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Ok I'm feeling alittle better today. I IMed my friend Brandon and he made me feel better. He's the one I used to work with for like ever and then he went off to be a truck driver. He's visiting on April 4th so I get to hang with him soon. And Jordan made me feel better today just by being there. I'm patiently waiting for Chris to show up so we can go see Christian. I feel he's going to bring his finace or some friends. She hates me and his new friends are all idiots. Most of them anyways. He sent me a message saying, "ya wer still going im going 2 get a tatoo ferst but thin ill just stop by". Yeah. He can't spell for shit. And I have no idea what time he's coming and really don't feel the need to waste my day waiting on his ass to show up. This is why it's so hard to still be friends with him. Cause he could give a shit whether anything we "plan" is convenient for me. It's always, "I have things to do, my life doesn't revolve around you". Well, no shit. I don't see him more than once every 2 months anyway. And we used to be together, having fun, 24/7 in 2004. It's kind of a shock spending so little time with someone you used to see daily. Sometimes I wish Nikki would have never interfered with our friendship. I've known the boy since he was 10 years old and in less than 2 years, this manipulative little bitch has managed to monopolize all his time and even get him to marry her, reguardless of the nasty things he said about her no more than a month prior to the engagement. I'll never know what changed his mind all of a sudden. And she is why I can't hang out with him. I have to watch what I say and do or she'll hear that I gave him a hug and then bribe him into forgetting about me again. *shrug*. There's alot of drama there. I just want to walk away and pretend he never existed like he did to me. But I love him. I've never had a friend that was a good to me as he was. Oooh well. I'll get over it. My hair looks awesome today. And so does my eye makeup. It makes my eyes look greener than normal. Sweeeet.