Well its friday and tomorrow is my birthday (woot woot) and i will be 23 but the funny thing is i dont feel 23 i dont feel like i should be a college bound party goer, like most of my friends are. Instead i find myself completely off course from where i wanted to be six years ago. I have two kids now (notice i didnt say wonderful) a great job (but i cant believe i have been here three years now). I mean this isnt a "where did i go wrong" kinda deal but more of a "why am i not happy" well sometimes at least. i dunno i just cant get over the fact that i will just barely be 23, i feel like i have been here a lot longer.