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I'm feeling better. My boyfriend is out of hospital and feeling okay, so I don't have to worry about him too much any longer. And my weird, depressive, destructive (...fill in any negative ways of thinking) thinking is getting better again. It's phases, I know it but it pisses me off every time I get it. Especially because I realize how I treat the people...
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Wohaaa, I'm outraged, pissed, ill and done.

But tonight is MUSTASCH concert in Bochum. I've waited for it for ages (well I've seen them in Frankfurt recently but it feels like ages). Typical that I'm really ill now that the day has finally arrived. The guy who wanted to come with me (and I already bought his ticket!) dropped me some minutes ago, now I'm...
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Finally my "happy-go-lucky" periode is over. I knew it wasn't made to last long but it hit me with such power this time. It's true, the higher the flight the higher the falling down.
Besides everything else going wrong, sucking like hell and getting on my nerves I'm ill again. Fever, aches in every bone, the full package. I wonder how many times I will...
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Still I'm feeling fine, which is kind of uncommon. My "feeling fine periods" are normally of short duration.

That's why I enjoy it even more I even begin to like my liguistics seminar which normally is deadly boring!

Probably it's the new love. During the first weeks it was more stressful than enjoyable for me with my new boyfriend. It's hard for me to get...
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Nice weather, nice seminars, a boyfriend who can make a nice dish Everything is going my way!

First day at university passed....Somehow nice to be back. Although I'm going to be cursing it soon

I always need to have something to do, something to occupy my brains.
I love watching movies on DVD but television is not my cup of tea. That's what many people do to feel occupied, watching TV.
That's why I read a lot. It keeps my mind focused...
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Today my semester break is officially over but I only got two courses this week so it's still like vacation.
Next week the hard live is going to start again. Lots of art/ teaching theory and Linguistic courses for me this semester

But there are also going to be some drawing and painting classes, so I'll have a nice balance between theory and practical experience....
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Aaahhwww, it's sooo boring. Sundays in Germany`s outback....
Normally I can occupy myself with reading or drawing or just chilling without feeling bored but today I can't.

Maybe I need a new boyfriend who doesn`t have to work on Sundays Oh, so mean....Good that he can't read this!

My Japanese girlfriend who came to visit me some weeks ago just couldn't believe that all stores...
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Alrighty, the first steps are made. And I'm excited to become a part of the SG community.

The shooting of my first set was fun, although it was freaking cold in this bathroom. Maybe there are better times for nude pics than the German autmn. I'm not build for this f**king cold, rainy weather! One day I'll move to a country where the sun always...
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