fruitless

Its funny to read that...me and my friend were just talking about my shithead, and how I am trying to stop looking at all his site's, and I came to the realization that I do it because i'm hoping that I will hear that something happened to him, and now he is just as miserable as I used to be!

She said its mean, and that its the hurt part of me, which I agree with, but at the same time, it makes you feel better to hope that something happens to them doesn't it?

As long as it makes you happy, I'm all for it. Smile sweetie!