fruitless

Well i offically ended it tonight. but i still feel awful. I need someone to date now. I don't mean date as in like fuck. just someone to have a good time with, like to stay occuipied. another shitty thing is she on the same jobsite as me. so i have to see her no matter what. she's gonna miss me. but i'm not going to be there anymore. thats it i'm fucking done.