fruitless

Why is it that all my friends are ditching me because i live in the cities. and none of the city folk seem to know i exist. at a point where it would be could to have human contact there isn't any. And when i really don't want people around they are always there. like when your getting down and dirty with someone they always call. on a wierd note i just found out that a girl i used to date lives right next door(scary). other than not having a soul to hang out with life is pretty good(i guess). right now i am sitting in caffetto waitng to be ditched by my friend who said he would come hang out tonight. oh ya i swear i not calling my partner tonight. i'm supose to be pissed off at her and i think i am. i'm wearing a pink hat cuz pink hats make me feel sexy.