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getting excited for shambhala! the greatest music festival EVER!! drivers license: check, furry leggings: check, all thats left is finalizing costumes and the car!!!!

feeling low. been thinking about blades, bridges and buses. almost ready to fall....

people say "what about friends?" friends are people who are supposed to really care. i have acquaintances. people i know but there is nothing deeper.

for years ive been searching for life. blah is usually what i find. the rare time that something amazing happens, its cancelled out by the same person...
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new tattoo coming!!! yay!!

watching smoke rings expand and swirl.
the intertwining rings dance together in a perfectly unperfect dance.
radiating outwards tiny lines of smoke pool downwards and create their own smoke rings.

this is so like life.
one moment can spiral outwards and create its own separate moments.

one moment never quite like the one before.
no matter how similar they appear to be.

the key is...
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this is the story of a girl. she looks like the average girl but she isnt. she is full of pain. some others caused, some she caused. she lost her mother young and her father drank his life away. she alienates herself from others because she is scared of loving again. losing both parents has made her wary. its not easy for her to trust....
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