Hello!!! Happy new year =) well new years eve =)
I have been pretty sick lately! It sucks i tried to ride it out and it just brought me down.. which sounds a bit dirty
But I almost well pretty much lost my voice! which will be the second time ever in my life. I usually don't push myself when i am sick.. but i guess it happens. I love to randomly sing to myself mostly even if others are around but i can't do it for them or i get stage fright. But since i have been sick... omg.. not such a great sounding thing lol. I end up laughing every time... which makes it more difficult to enjoy music. especially driving.. i either have to sing or dance and i think me head banging while driving may make for an awesome accident but ill be better soon.
I don't know if i have shared this with you guys before but i am a vivid and strange dreamer. Usually i have dreams from the perspective of others. Like i am the character but its not me. I wonder what it means.. Well any who its really cool like watching a movie every night. I wish i could show you all the dream i had last night it was so cool.
I guess i will try to accurately explain
" Imagine you are alone, so terribly alone. You have no one, not the birds in the sky, not the animals in the water, and least of all not a single human soul to share your feelings with. To cry, to laugh, to tell when somethings beautiful, to fight, to love, and to touch. I remember thinking if only i could see a building lit up..-- You lay on the wooden deck of a ship with Ivory puffy sales watching the nights sky not anticipating anything but hoping for the water to not be the only sound you hear.. The sky is so dark and yet the stars are so bright as if staring at a painting. You feel something way deep in you wanting you to look around. You try to ignore it the fear that it will be all in your head. You take a deep breath the sea air providing some comfort. You stand and when you focus on the distant you see smoke climbing towards the sky. You run to the front of the ship hoping praying that its a sign of life. Time drags as you slowly approach the smoke you wonder what could possibly be on fire out here in all this water. You see the orange flames reaching for the stars as if trying to find some thing to make it alive again as well. The closer you get you start to see what looks like sets from a movie floating on the water burning slowly but not sinking.The ship slows an floats ominously threw the scene you can barley feel the heat from the flame as you get closer you hear the crackle of the wood a sound that is pleasing but still not what you want to hear. As you pass you look behind you now seeing the fronts of the "sets" you now see they look like tall buildings. The windows lit up with a beautiful orange light. You scream hello, the hope bursting from deep inside you. No reply you try again and and again and still nothing. You all to the ground seeing just the tops of the fake buildings behind you. You feel disconnected from your body as if this experience that was very real was totally fake.."
I hope i described it adequately and didn't bore you =)
I am not really sure what it means but i plan to look it up =)
umm i think thats all for tonight i really need to upload some pictures but i am to lazy at the moment =)
Have a safe happy new year =) May you achieve all the things in 2013 that you were unable to in 2012. Say good bye to the past and hello to a bright new future =)
<3 always
Fringe_
I have been pretty sick lately! It sucks i tried to ride it out and it just brought me down.. which sounds a bit dirty
But I almost well pretty much lost my voice! which will be the second time ever in my life. I usually don't push myself when i am sick.. but i guess it happens. I love to randomly sing to myself mostly even if others are around but i can't do it for them or i get stage fright. But since i have been sick... omg.. not such a great sounding thing lol. I end up laughing every time... which makes it more difficult to enjoy music. especially driving.. i either have to sing or dance and i think me head banging while driving may make for an awesome accident but ill be better soon.
I don't know if i have shared this with you guys before but i am a vivid and strange dreamer. Usually i have dreams from the perspective of others. Like i am the character but its not me. I wonder what it means.. Well any who its really cool like watching a movie every night. I wish i could show you all the dream i had last night it was so cool.
I guess i will try to accurately explain
" Imagine you are alone, so terribly alone. You have no one, not the birds in the sky, not the animals in the water, and least of all not a single human soul to share your feelings with. To cry, to laugh, to tell when somethings beautiful, to fight, to love, and to touch. I remember thinking if only i could see a building lit up..-- You lay on the wooden deck of a ship with Ivory puffy sales watching the nights sky not anticipating anything but hoping for the water to not be the only sound you hear.. The sky is so dark and yet the stars are so bright as if staring at a painting. You feel something way deep in you wanting you to look around. You try to ignore it the fear that it will be all in your head. You take a deep breath the sea air providing some comfort. You stand and when you focus on the distant you see smoke climbing towards the sky. You run to the front of the ship hoping praying that its a sign of life. Time drags as you slowly approach the smoke you wonder what could possibly be on fire out here in all this water. You see the orange flames reaching for the stars as if trying to find some thing to make it alive again as well. The closer you get you start to see what looks like sets from a movie floating on the water burning slowly but not sinking.The ship slows an floats ominously threw the scene you can barley feel the heat from the flame as you get closer you hear the crackle of the wood a sound that is pleasing but still not what you want to hear. As you pass you look behind you now seeing the fronts of the "sets" you now see they look like tall buildings. The windows lit up with a beautiful orange light. You scream hello, the hope bursting from deep inside you. No reply you try again and and again and still nothing. You all to the ground seeing just the tops of the fake buildings behind you. You feel disconnected from your body as if this experience that was very real was totally fake.."
I hope i described it adequately and didn't bore you =)
I am not really sure what it means but i plan to look it up =)
umm i think thats all for tonight i really need to upload some pictures but i am to lazy at the moment =)
Have a safe happy new year =) May you achieve all the things in 2013 that you were unable to in 2012. Say good bye to the past and hello to a bright new future =)
<3 always
Fringe_
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kelpie_:
love you darling, feel better very soon! xx You are so loved and appreciated here, for all of your talents and your heart. I feel proud just to have known you!
melted:
Thanks for sharing your dream in such a vivid way. I'm not sure you can look up the meaning of a dream like this. The question is what do you think it means. It's good you can remember your dreams so well. Some one said: A dream not remembered is like a letter unopened. Happy New Year.