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so i just need to vent really quickly.. i hate to involve you guys in my problems but it really bothers me. Since we have moved my fiance gregory has been distant and he snaps at me a lot which only makes me feel like shit.. We have had issues with him cheating on me before and when ever he gets like this i feel like hes is going to do it again.. If i talk to him about it he gets hurt feelings or a little mad and says he would never do it again.. But anyways theres this girl we met when we moved up here and she was a BITCH! And it pissed me off because she was super flirty with him giggled at EVERYTHING he said and i saw the way he looked at her.. it was awful.. but i have told him i don't like her and yet he still adds her on facebook and yes its only facebook but thats where a lot of sneaking around goes on.. and if i ask him to delete her he will just say "im not allowed to have friends that are girls now" and then ill be like "yea just not her" and he will get all mean and hurt my feelings by making it seem like i am trying to control him and say "ok ill delete her" but really what good is that going to do.. nothing... Also he has been talking to this girl he slept with before and i honestly like her now. but it still makes me feel so uncomfy.. Like hes getting something from her he wasn't getting from me.. Yes i have super bad selfesteem about anything involving him.. so it sucks when i see that hes talking to a girl or added someone i don't like to his facebook.. i just don't see how he doesn't stop doing things or think about things before he does them.... well any ways i feel like crap.. i just hope it goes away today....

sorry about the dump i really hate dumping my problems on others =(