friday

i pretty much suck at knowing what i want and dont want in life. i feel bipolar...though im pretty sure that im not. one minute im mad...the next im stoked...or i like you then i hate you...im satisfied with life...or i hate everything so lame. ive been doing lotsa stuff on my own again lately...without stina or boys..im not sure how i feel about it. weird. oh well. i wish all my friends werent sooo far away. its hard to see the people i love when gas prices are sooo reduiculous and work doesnt allow me any time. i dont really make any money to anything fun aside from gas prices. blah. i wish everything all the people i cared about needed could be shoved in a tiny comunity so that we could all be together...though its soo impossible since they are all so not like anyone else and want sooo many different things outta life....yaaarghh! ok.