WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS A COMPLETE BITCH FEST. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK OF GETTING PISSED THAT IM ALWAYS COMPLAINING.
have a nice day.
yeah...
so i really dont want to be here anymore. i feel like i need change in my life. i havent traveled in over a year...ive never lived anywhere besides here...and now that its getting to be that shitty time of year i just fell like i cant be here anymore. theres this kid that i care a bunch about here..and i cant talk to him cuz it brings me down...and i cant not talk to him. so dumb. i just dont understand it. i feel as if it should be one way or the other. you love someone or you dont. you hate someone or you dont. it just rips me apart and i feel stupid all the time. like why do i bother. why cant i forget. no fun.
jess and josh are here...and that makes me sooo happy...but then they are leaving at the end of the month and i wish i could go with. no fun. where did all this stupid responsibility shit come from anyway? i stayed here for a bunch of reasons over the past 4 years and they all seem like bullshit. blah. im being a complaining crapaholic. im going back to the beginning of this gernal entry to put a warning now.
hope everyone else is more happy with where they are in life right now. and i mean that sincerely.
have a nice day.
yeah...
so i really dont want to be here anymore. i feel like i need change in my life. i havent traveled in over a year...ive never lived anywhere besides here...and now that its getting to be that shitty time of year i just fell like i cant be here anymore. theres this kid that i care a bunch about here..and i cant talk to him cuz it brings me down...and i cant not talk to him. so dumb. i just dont understand it. i feel as if it should be one way or the other. you love someone or you dont. you hate someone or you dont. it just rips me apart and i feel stupid all the time. like why do i bother. why cant i forget. no fun.
jess and josh are here...and that makes me sooo happy...but then they are leaving at the end of the month and i wish i could go with. no fun. where did all this stupid responsibility shit come from anyway? i stayed here for a bunch of reasons over the past 4 years and they all seem like bullshit. blah. im being a complaining crapaholic. im going back to the beginning of this gernal entry to put a warning now.
hope everyone else is more happy with where they are in life right now. and i mean that sincerely.
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but i heart you steph...xox