Me and joeybutt
this fucking kid i have loved unconditionally for almost five years. ive had feelings for him ive never had for anyone else...feelings that i couldnt begin to describe..even if i wanted to. hes a fucking jerk and i love him to death. i couldnt live without him as some kinda fucked up part of my life. hes like my best friend that i hate to love.
apparently he got in a really bad accident and is in the hospital. i cant go see him untill tomarrow and i have to somehow make it through the night. hes been in the hospital for 2 days...and the only person who contacted me was stinas old bf. apparently no one thought i would want to know or something. wtf?!?
me and this boy have dated off and on for the past five years and even though we dont really "date" so much any more we still talk and hang out occasionally..we just went jogging last week. now he has head trauma and is in intensive care? how does this shit happen?
i have so many memories with this boy...good and evil...and they are all running through my head in a blur...buffy nights...canada...boyfriends...girlfriends...cars...camping...baseball...maine..nh...the ocean...his family...i could go on forever...and i could tell sooo many stories...but would anyone really care?
i have to skip work tomarrow to go see him in the hospital..stinas coming with. i went with her before when she had to go see her bf in the hospital...the same boy that called and told me about joey. were like the fuckin breakfast club. dont see each other for months and are always there when something shitty happens.
my back up bestfriend called me when i got off the phone with joeboys mom too. he always knows when something shittys going down..even though hes accross the country...we got the connection.
this is by far the longest journal ive ever written. moral: dont take your friends for granted.
this fucking kid i have loved unconditionally for almost five years. ive had feelings for him ive never had for anyone else...feelings that i couldnt begin to describe..even if i wanted to. hes a fucking jerk and i love him to death. i couldnt live without him as some kinda fucked up part of my life. hes like my best friend that i hate to love.
apparently he got in a really bad accident and is in the hospital. i cant go see him untill tomarrow and i have to somehow make it through the night. hes been in the hospital for 2 days...and the only person who contacted me was stinas old bf. apparently no one thought i would want to know or something. wtf?!?
me and this boy have dated off and on for the past five years and even though we dont really "date" so much any more we still talk and hang out occasionally..we just went jogging last week. now he has head trauma and is in intensive care? how does this shit happen?
i have so many memories with this boy...good and evil...and they are all running through my head in a blur...buffy nights...canada...boyfriends...girlfriends...cars...camping...baseball...maine..nh...the ocean...his family...i could go on forever...and i could tell sooo many stories...but would anyone really care?
i have to skip work tomarrow to go see him in the hospital..stinas coming with. i went with her before when she had to go see her bf in the hospital...the same boy that called and told me about joey. were like the fuckin breakfast club. dont see each other for months and are always there when something shitty happens.
my back up bestfriend called me when i got off the phone with joeboys mom too. he always knows when something shittys going down..even though hes accross the country...we got the connection.
this is by far the longest journal ive ever written. moral: dont take your friends for granted.
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I hope he's ok, though.
My friend's boyfriend is in the hospital after a car accident. Evidently he doesn't know who he is anymore or where he is. That's really scary.