frida_13

I feel like such a dork. I keep making the first attempt at communication with my daydream boy and it always makes me feel so LAME. I just wish he would reach out to me every now and again. Once I ping him or email him or whatever, he responds, but he never initiates contact and I can't help but feel like a pest when I do it. I keep telling myself not to email or message him, but that's easier said than done - I will think of something that I want to share, then it's just *poof* gone and I've sent another something to him so I can sit and wonder when he's going to respond. What a fucking pain. He's busy with work, school, and looking for an apartment, but I can't help but wonder if he's just avoiding me.

Argh. Anyway, if you've got any ideas or advice - fire away. I need a reality check.

Thanks,
F13