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I am feeling better today. I think part of what I was pissed off about is that I have been living pretty much drama free since me and the kids left my ex in November. Then out of left field, this drama that I never expected. I just couldn't belive that he would even have the nerve to ask me to bring them to see him in there. How selfish could he be. I didn't even want to TELL the kids that he was in there, let alone, bring them to see him.

Oh well. I went to bed last night before 10 and I woke up with a screaming headache. Don't know what that's all about, but i don't like it one bit.

Oh well. I may have someone who can watch my kids for a couple of hours this afternoon, I may try to either go for a walk or take a nap, maybe even both.

I just need some me-time. A firend of mine asked me if I ever go out. I tiold her that the extent of my social interaction was attending AA meetings twice a week (sometimes three times) but I couldn't really ahng around after, and couldn't go too early because my mom was watching my kids and she has a tough time keeping up with them.

I am going to stop thinking about it because I am really starting to feel lonely.

Anyway, have a nifty weekend all. Thanks for all of the supportive comments and insightful feedback.