freudianslip

old things... i do not know the date....



i want to be your full moon.
i want to illuminate your darkest of nights.
i want to drive you crazy with unexplainable emotion,
and give to you the gift of irrational thoughts.
i want to cause you feeling.
i need to see your insanities.

i want to be your unseen clock
and tick away the dullest of hours.
i could be your rising tides,
or your mournful killing spree.

even though you could know i'm nearing,
i want to be the unstoppable force that drives you.
and in return, i'll make you crazy for a night.
you could howl at me, and i'll stay bright and clean.

i want to be the punching bag that protects your fate.
i could be the dreams of your vacations.
i want to always be there,
watching, influencing and causing you pain,
and never blinking my darkest side.



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This is the event.
Everybodies going to die today.
Let's open our mouths and let them be filled....
With what everyone else is throwing away.
I want to live a life like that
I want to be just like a dream.
I want to surround myself by people that don't care
Because in the end, it's not going to matter anyway.
Your best hope for survival is to distance yourself
From ME.
My best hope of survival is to be near you.
This is the way it's going down
Your mother told you to keep warm
Your father told you to be home.
I didn't even want to take you out
But you'll at least be warm.
And so when it all comes to fade and die
I hope you'll look at me.
I could never ask for anything more.