So I accepted a job with an old friend of mine. The issue is that he is roommates with my ex. She fucked me over and broke my heart. But deep down she still the love of my life. I want to be over here and move one. I can't stop breaking down. Im a afraid I won't be able to control myself. Idk if ill break down or strangle her. I just "love" causing myself this pain. I miss her...
Fml