I know this isn't that place for me to do this but I need to vent.
I'm stressed and angry. My depression is kicking in hard, trying my best not to hurt my self. And of course my sexual frustration is not helping. I'm stress cause I'm depressed, and depressed cause I'm stressed. Also a few times that have happened may have a thing or two with why I'm this way.
I have an urge to bite someone; watching true blood doesn't help at all. I could really use a cute naked girl by my side who I could cuddle and nibble all night. I'm been alone for awhile, I had a few things going for me but one broke my heart and was trouble from the start, I thought I meant my dream girl. Nope devil in disguise, and to think I'm part of the dark side. And the other girl im not attracted too, I feel uncomfortable with her, she was just a fling and I feel like an asshole.
I stressed from work. I'm the only guy that gets shit done and everyone else relies on me. I'm trying to get through college so I'm only working a few days for a few hours, even then I holding the building up on my shoulders. College is going well thou and I can't wait till start next semester full and ready.
I'm depressed cause I'm broken, and broken-hearted. I can't seem to get I break. I made some really cool friends at work and I'm having fun, but it not enough. I need someone to love. I need to fill in my missing pieces, patch up holes, Heal my wounds. I'm broken, I have a problem(well maybe a few), something I can't fix without someone. But I'm a loser and unattractive for the most part. Idk I'm just empty and alone for way to long, I need someone who's happy with me as I'm happy with them.
Thank you for anyone that listened.
Night
