freon

"I don't wanna fight
I don't know what's even right
But I'll do anything to get some fucking sleep tonight
And I can't even eat
And I can't even fucking piss
All I've been doing is to hear the God of doom infinity

Now
You fucking listen to me
Every one of you in my motherfucking life
All I've been looking for is an excuse to feel this way
And now I know
Now I know
I'm in control of the infinite mind
And I control infinite power
Every block fits
Self control is something I've learned
But don't think I won't do it
Don't you ever forget
If you want crazy
If you want fucking crazy
I'll show you how to be crazy

Amazed
All this time I thought you wanted me to be like you
You don't want me to be like you
Now your sins are made!
Crazy!"
~SYL "Shitstorm"

That about sums it up.

I have the flu. I think. All I know is my lungs fucking hurt, I'm coughing a lot, and I got a total of two hours of sleep last night.

Sad thing is, I don't think the flu had anything to do with my lack of sleep.

There are some times when I'm not sure whether I'm still dreaming or actually awake.

Fuckin' crazy.