so I am trying to find a job and it is a pain in the ass...it is a time to look at your life, evaluate what really matters to you and make decisions based on those things...sucky!
I am such a horrible decision maker, I am dreading going to the store later today because I need more toothpaste...the last time I went I stood in the toothpaste aisle for about ten minutes thinking of me brushing my teeth with all the different types of toothpaste...then I did a little cost-analysis in my head and found which one per ounce was the cheapest and compared those numbers to the benefits of each one (I still operate on the belief that everything you buy at the grocery store is really the same as the thing right next to it on the shelf...I mean, is there really any difference between hydrox cookies and oreos....allright bad example).
anyway, point being, how the fuck am I supposed to make this job decision when I can hardly decide what flavor of toothpaste I want to be using for the next three months?
UGGGHHHH!
I am such a horrible decision maker, I am dreading going to the store later today because I need more toothpaste...the last time I went I stood in the toothpaste aisle for about ten minutes thinking of me brushing my teeth with all the different types of toothpaste...then I did a little cost-analysis in my head and found which one per ounce was the cheapest and compared those numbers to the benefits of each one (I still operate on the belief that everything you buy at the grocery store is really the same as the thing right next to it on the shelf...I mean, is there really any difference between hydrox cookies and oreos....allright bad example).
anyway, point being, how the fuck am I supposed to make this job decision when I can hardly decide what flavor of toothpaste I want to be using for the next three months?
UGGGHHHH!
there is ALOT of old tree houses in sweden, when artists go on tour in sweden like billy bragg for example he said on stage "it was all about red and white tree houses" which kind of is sweden. but there is alot of other types of tree houses, i esp. love the ones you find outside in small villages on the countryside. like the houses on my grandmothers farm. i'm going to tell you more about this later when i have read the book, now i just know personal stuff and why i like these houses so much, they look fantastic when they are old. there is a picture in my randomness folder number one feat. an old tree house my mother wrote her nickname on when she was a kid, if you look at it, it has one of my fave colors for old tree houses. but it's a very old house and it's just falling apart. there is alot of buildings in better shapes too on my grandmothers farm, and all around sweden.
talkin about decisions, most of the time you can always change your mind anyway so just go for something and see how it works out. it's not the end of the world if it doesnt feel right, you can change, get another job, move, and so on. i know this might sound crazy but i think someimes it's so hard to decide you just need to do SOMETHING