Sorry it took so long to write something again.....it's been a rough last few weeks
The month started off just great, as my dad had a heart attack on the first of the month
But he's okay, it was really close, we didn't think he was gonna make it for awhile that afternoon, but he did. Thank God I called 911 right away when he first told me he had symptoms. He came out of the ICU three days later on Labor Day though, and while he hates having to watch his diet and caffiene intake, he's doing fabulous. 
Then for the week following that, I missed a week and a day of school due to severe panic attacks because my dad had the actual heart attack in our house and I had to watch the whole thing, so I had to deal with those all day and during the night as well. I couldn't eat much because my stomach was so upset and one night I almost passed out due to low blood sugar from not eating or drinking enough that day. Finally they started to get better, I have medicine to take if I start feeling anxious or if I really really need it to sleep (I've only used three of those pills since they gave them to me, so I'd say I'm doin pretty damn good!), and they started diminishing at the end of that week, so I am happy to report I haven't had one since the end of that week, and I am back in classes and feeling much better to be back to almost normal. I've been working with my psychologist on this issue as well, so I know I will bounce back completely in due time. It feels so good to laugh again.
Then I've been having roommate issues on top of all this, but those appear to be working themselves out on their own, and after tomorrow I officially will no longer have a roommate this year. Not because of the issues, but because of her financial troubles. I think it's better this way though, the stress was killing me.
But yeah, things are looking up now, and I have many things in the next month or two to look forward to...
...like the second Jackass movie coming out tomorrow!
Toodles all
The month started off just great, as my dad had a heart attack on the first of the month
But he's okay, it was really close, we didn't think he was gonna make it for awhile that afternoon, but he did. Thank God I called 911 right away when he first told me he had symptoms. He came out of the ICU three days later on Labor Day though, and while he hates having to watch his diet and caffiene intake, he's doing fabulous.
Then for the week following that, I missed a week and a day of school due to severe panic attacks because my dad had the actual heart attack in our house and I had to watch the whole thing, so I had to deal with those all day and during the night as well. I couldn't eat much because my stomach was so upset and one night I almost passed out due to low blood sugar from not eating or drinking enough that day. Finally they started to get better, I have medicine to take if I start feeling anxious or if I really really need it to sleep (I've only used three of those pills since they gave them to me, so I'd say I'm doin pretty damn good!), and they started diminishing at the end of that week, so I am happy to report I haven't had one since the end of that week, and I am back in classes and feeling much better to be back to almost normal. I've been working with my psychologist on this issue as well, so I know I will bounce back completely in due time. It feels so good to laugh again.
Then I've been having roommate issues on top of all this, but those appear to be working themselves out on their own, and after tomorrow I officially will no longer have a roommate this year. Not because of the issues, but because of her financial troubles. I think it's better this way though, the stress was killing me.
But yeah, things are looking up now, and I have many things in the next month or two to look forward to...
...like the second Jackass movie coming out tomorrow!
Toodles all
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gujsel:
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gujsel:
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