Tuesday Jul 21, 2009

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I've been thinking....
I really don't think I'm able to be in a relationship.
I really liked this guy recently, and the less I've seen him, the less I like him.
He had me convinced that I was in love with him - after only 4 days!! Sounds crazy, but he was just perfect...such a gentleman and so talented.
Then he went away (on holiday) and the less I heard from him, the more I'm starting to despise him and wonder if a relationship would ever work out.
Im very picky...if the smallest thing annoys me about someone (firstly I'm too stupid to say anything...I want to avoid confrontation) so the anger builds up...then i get really pissed at little things cause i wont deal with the main problem.
What is wrong with me surreal ?
I dont think I can let myself be happy with someone!
I even thought of turning lesbian a few times but that didnt work for me either...next step i think is beastiality (ha ha kidding!!)
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myagi:
First, you are hot and I have said that before. So although it was not even in question, it can't be your looks. I was kind of in the same situation you were in. Thought I was not right for a relationship even though I had been in many. Then I met my girl now and it was amazing. I don't believe in love at first sight but I do believe in that instant connection that draws you to know more about the person. In fact I did not fall in love for quite some time, it was everytime I saw the person I wanted to see if next week when I saw them I felt the same, or better. I guess what I am saying is if you stop trying it will just happen and like Kryptik said, "There really is someone for everyone". Just fucking enjoy life!
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Cute set!!!
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