freek

well im officially qualified to be a combat life saver. basically meaning that i can now give iv's (pretty damn good at it too) and i got a head full of shit to either help someone medically or decide wether or no theyre worth helping. kinda grim but oh well. course thanks to the guy who stuck me with an iv i now got a bruise the size of a tennis ball on my forearm. nothing like having saline pumped into your muscle instead of your vein. not his fualt though the teacher grabbed his hand and forced the needle into me. cant say it bugged me he was goin slow. guess it bugged the instructor though. still thinking about taking a needle and sticking it in his neck though. anyway im off to bed.

if i dont update again for awhile yenz have a kick ass weekend. i'll be hittin the bars in manhattan and wichita aiming to be so fucked up i suddenly gain the ability and nerve to dance to rap music. well besides twiztid, icp, or tech n9ne. it worked last weekend. 151 and countless jello shots (had someone been sober they probably coulda kept count. we were lacking a babysitter.) will do that to anyone i like to think. if not let me live in my fantasy world. it helps me cope with what ive done.

PARTY TIL YOU OR !!!!!!