So if this title throws you off guard imagine how I felt being called that! For years I've struggled with body image issues I went from being a size 4 all through high school to hitting my biggest size which was a size 13 in jeans .. I've always wanted to be Bettie page since I was 12 and was determined to model as a pin up or perform burlesque when I was of age... I've always loved sg because of how diverse the girls were .. And all of them so beautiful either way .. So when I dropped down to a 8 and finally left a very unsupportive and controlling ex (he's the one that called me a whore) I decided to give sg a try .. Though I have my doubts because 1 I'm a mom 2 I'm set to get my B.A in 2016 and 3 come from a conservative enough family that constantly badgers me about image and reputation not to mention and malicious and mean ex who also happens to be the father of my child .. I wanted to do what makes me happy and I know it would of killed me years down the line knowing I didn't even try .. Or fight for what I like .. So here iam trying it out .. I'll be the suicide whore or the "wannabe" if that's what makes me happy lol 😜
