freedomofmind

It wasn't me that you left there in the soft morning light when you rolled out of bed. It was us and all the years and times we had spent together. It was the moments we had enjoyed and even the ones we didn't, but it was in those moments that we were building that one being. That one body and mind that new of the other so well, so far below the surface, far from the reach of the outside world. Hope, strength, courage, and determination were beating at the gates demanding to be let in, yet we failed to heed the calls and allow them through the walls. We let all the problems throughout our years on this earth, devour any chance we everhad to develop that link which can never be broken, that fire that never goes out. Yet in several weeks or days you'll fade away into nothing but a memory, when it would have been so much greater to hold you near me till that day when the lights all fade away. Nothing was ever promised to me when I entered this world, but it doesn't mean I never made a wish, even though it was always a guarantee that death was waiting to greet me. I have no where to run and those things I wished for were to always carry that glow you hold in your eyes.