fredvegasgirl

Yep, today is my birthday. I think I can honestly say that I have never in my life been so depressed as I am right now.
My personal life is a total mess.
I continue to put myself in situations that will hurt me and I do not learn from it. Knowing this, you would think I would stop putting my heart out there, yet I continue. How stupid is that?
I just pissed off one of my best friends and that was pretty self destructive as well.
I ate a bunch of stuff I am not suppose to eat and all I want to do is put my pjs on and go back to bed and hope that I wake up and none of this is really happeneing.