freddyg

ok, if you want to know why i ragged on justin, look a page back in my journal, what a biotch.

thoughts for today: why cant shit just work, my system is totally screeeewed so i'm backin up my data and if i can find the disks, im going towards the light, linux/xwindows.
why do i have to do this every 3 months? so lame.

also been depressed, i guess it might be from reading depressing journals.

heres the thing: do what makes you happy, if you cant then change things until you can, if you dont know what makes you happy, FIND IT!, and do it.

what makes me happy? lame ass shit, just like EVERYONE ELSE. so what do i do about it? i do the lame ass shit. why? because it makes me happy. this is happiness, knowing yourself. sometimes we all get lonely, sometimes we get sad, sometimes we get mad. do what you have to to get over, however many times you have to do it.

being depressed really sucks, but its a factor in our lives, thats it, thats all. the secret is knowing about it, and knowing what to do about it, to fix it.

i think its important that i dont leave out trusting people. yeah people will always roll over on you, but there are people to trust, if you trust yourself.

so do what makes you happy, and do what lets you do those things, and dont look over the fence at someone elses life to compare, there isnt any comparison. its your life, go live it, and tell the people that dont want you to, to go fuck themselves.

*meow*

Stop reading depressing journals.
Hrmm... hope my "journal" isn't depressing. I would consider it to be more frustrated than anything else. I put everything on there that I don't want my friends on livejournal to read. There's something to be said for self-censorship.

In other news, do something fun this weekend. Since my stupid roadtrip failed for stupid reasons, my newest plan is to leave tomorrow for Southwest New Mexico. The cool things about this plan include increased likelihood of solitude and no roaming charges on my cell phone if I'm being attacked by creepy desert mountainmen and need help.

How about a new piercing? That could also be fun and exciting.

Anyway, be sure to take care of that silly chickymonkey for me.