freddyg

so, i'm like really old, and thats quite annoying, because obviously, i've never been this old before, so i'm not sure how to act. sure everyone, always spouts out shit about your state of mind and as young as you feel bullshit, what does that mean, not in deffinition, but to me? you know?
actually i cant wait until i get old enough that getting older means nothing, i wount be able to wipe my own ass, but i'll worry about that then.

so i smoke, and i sit, and i think of all the great things i could do,
then i think,,,,,,, hey, this is nice, sitting here and smoking and thinking


its lame, or it should be, but sometimes it just brings a smile to my .......well.....face

so, i'm stuck here in ames iowa, and i'm into all this wierd stuff, and the only ones that might be into it freak me out....not because they look like freaks, but because they look like freaks and i know that inside they arent, not to mention, i think i scare them, i look normal (i guess) but what comes out of my mouth freaks them out.

i cant help but think that i'm getting more bizarre as time goes bi


dell tech convo i had a couple months ago:
an hour and a half into the convo:
tech (cute sounding alabama chick): "ok, i have to get this aproved by my super, i'll be right back "
me, (thinking i was on hold): " fuck, fuckety, fuck fuck fuck"
...2 minutes later,
tech: "hey.... nice language!"
me "SHIT!"

bla bla bla
later