So lately I've been alternating between these feeling of extreme annoyance where I feel like violently lashing out at minor irritations, and then it's this grim hopeless depression where I'm walking through fog on auto-pilot.
Those are only two extreme sides of it actually. Most of the time I feel fine. I worked out again and I think that improved my mood. I should be doing that on a regular basis.
My problem I think is lack of sleep and too much coffee. Or something.
This site is part of the problem. For example, up at 2am once again.
Oh I have a very cool science experiment going.... it's a bottle of Everclear with a whole bunch of ground up weed in it. It's such a deep green that it's looks black unless you shine light through it.
I'm going to reduce it and end up with super pot juice. It's fun being like a mad scientist.
Might have to break some of it in for christmas holidays.
at least YOU have an EXCUSE.
and um, Everclear is wicked bad for you, motherfucker.