fred

So, what's new? This last week seems like a month.
I'm settling in at the new workplace which is good. I've already written more code this last week than the last eight months at the last lame place I was at.

I refrained from drinking this weekend and feel better about it. Got decent sleep, this cold I'm half-way have didn't get worse.

I did a little food preparation which was actually a cool thing to do. I have to get my kitchen together and cook more. I made my own marinade sauce concoction for a barbeque on Saturday.
Saturday night I all I had was PBR tallboy and some gnarly bud. I watched an SNL from about 20 years ago. Man I remember when that show was pretty good. It was the episode when they shot buckwheat. I remember that when it first came on.
Then I stayed up until 5am watching a couple of vids: The Limey was pretty good. Very interesting characters, including Peter Fonda.
Meanwhile in the background I was tripping out on the previous 24 hours. It alternates between cringing at previous events, then feeling pretty self-satisfied in a delusional kind of way. Then I try and even it out.

Today I stayed at work till 8:30 today and last Friday trying to get stuff done, but at least I'm engaged in what I'm doing.
And another big thing, my ex did a surprise visit. Getting kind of sketchy but it worked out not too bad and I resisted temptation.
No one, no how will lay me down
in that soft coffin bedspread