freckle

i miss sid

he was a really cool guy. and even though i didn't know him that long, i liked hanging out with him.

i hate losing friends.

i don't have enough as it is, so i certinly can't afford to lose the ones i've got.

it's the not knowing that's the worst. if i know he just hated me and didn't want to talk ever again... fine. i could deal with that. but just disappearing? i can't take it!