freckle

i went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
looking for a little hope
baby said he couldnt stay, wouldnt put his lips to mine,
and a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
i said, honey, i dont feel so good, dont feel justified
come on put a little love here in my void,
- he said its all in your head, and i said, sos everything -
but he didnt get it - i thought he was a man
but he was just a little boy

-hunger hurts, and i want him so bad, oh it kills
cuz i know im a mess he dont wanna clean up
i got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love