freakqueen

jeez!

does this thing NOT expire?

keith is sick

i've been busy. I've been at so many photoshoots that i can't pick a picture. I'll probably just close my eyes and choose one later on.

I'm trying to replace all of my string bikinis because i'm almost at an age when it's ok for men of all ages to ogle and remark.
This is too...
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OK.. i was going to write a long entry. But there's WAY too much to be written.

i'm going to away. What I'm most looking forward to right now is:

Florida = beaches, hotel, car, busch gardens, vodka-spiked watermelon, and lots of doing nothing with Boy named Sean.

Saltspring = woods, cabin, intense bike-riding, camping, skinny-dipping in lakes and lots of doing nothing with Girl...
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i did a photoshoot with syx. 7 hours... the pictures aren't up yet, but i'm in no rush.

everything from this point on is going to be copy and pasted, because my lil broken heart wants to stew some more on how fucked up i am.

2005/03/24 01:21
fuck.
shit.

i havent slept for 40-something hours now. And i'm waiting on several phone calls....
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i fell in love again. I fell out of love again. I sabotaged it to be honest. And it hurts. And i am going blind from the pain. And i was so nauseous i puked up my dinner [not all, but a good mouthful]. And im sorry...and i'm unforgiven.

And i think i would've handled the situation a lot better had so much not rested...
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the copying and pasting of journal entries.

oh joy.

Nerd-Core
2005/03/18 01:17
Megan and i had a long discusson over breakfast. [which was shared in a cute little cafe/bookstore called Characters]
Mostly about [ex] friends and my boy issues.

the requirements i have...
he has to be interested in body modification.
he has to be drug free. Minor recreational use is permitted. Maybe once a...
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crazy?
had these last few [what seems to be weeks] days merely been 'crazy'; i may have been able to stay sane. But that's ok.

i don't feel like giving a rundown of everything that's been going on. Let's just say; today, i had to lie down because my fresh tattoo was complaining [i've been exposing it to too much unavoidable excericise lately] and the...
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Would you like to be my inspiration?
i will paint amazing pictures and write beautiful stories about us.
Be my strongest warrior. and i will fight by your side. Undying devotion, loyalty, and my heart is what i offer you for your protection.

And i thank you for loving me when i smile. Thank you for making my smile your reward.
Thank you for putting...
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got a wake-up call this morning from a miss helen rolefsen.
"Diana, i need you"
and sure enough, the need and urgency was clearly depicted in her voice.
so i consented. and will join her committee. and will attend the meeting on the 15th.
"I need you to talk."
apparently, despite my inability for small talk, i've got a knack for debate. And this is...
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no. i. am. not. dating. torquil.

we did kiss tuesday night. last night. fuck. my schedule's very fucked up because of that night. i don't know what day it is.

it was our first kiss!!! it probably would have been more magical/significant had he not bit my right breast later on. But he doesn't even remember doing it. [we talked like.. 4 times on the...
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sorry i haven't been on very much.

k.. pica_pica's birthday dinner on sunday night went very, very well. despite the absence of our orange salad. I'm sure i'll get over it. *whisper, whisper, whisper*

went to see frequency fall at the cellar afterwards.
i don't care very much about the other members of the band, nor do i think the vocalist [not much of...
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i had a busy day.

i didn't get to sleep last night until well after midnight. And i had to work from noon to 9 p.m. today. After which, i had meet up for dinner with my family because everyone's inviting us out. [my aunts are here only until sunday night]

so now it's 1:05 a.m. [aka friday night]
and i'm exhausted; with a crazy...
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