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Today.

- i got off Andrew's couch at about 3:30pm after having been on it for 14 hours.

- I made my first eBay bid and won my first eBay item.

- Found out that my mom donated things that wasn't her's to donate. I had put some parts into an unmarked bag and my mom thoughtfully dropped it off at Value Village. Unfortunately, the...
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honsolo:
Well only saw the front pic for your set on that site but I hope that it's good and that you like it as for the parent thing they always have a way to annoy you in a way that you cant really get mad at them directly but in a more insidious undercurrent mad wink

But stay kewl it's nice out wink

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Something ridiculously weird happened...

Keith called at 2 a.m. or so and I've been up ever since. Only, i just found out now that he called.

i had been sleeping perfectly fine until about the time he called, which is when the tossing and turning began.

i am NOT impressed.
kumquat:
just kick him in the balls next time you see him or something equally random.

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Ohhh.. I don't know if MonkeyMan is actually right. I mean, i understand how one in a million it is. Thankfully, there's 6 billion people in this world smile

Sean's still around. He didn't just give up on me like I had expected him to. I put up a damn good fight too. I refused to talk to him and ignored him for a long while....
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pough:
It's been a while since I've had to do math. 1 in a million, for six billion is... 6000? Do you have time to get with them all? That could be fun, if a little draining.

Are you doing the "pushing someone away to see if they'll stay" thing? That never made any sense to me, but it sure seems to work for some people. Or, at least, it's what they do.

BTW, I've had two people show some interest in my motorbike. I'm dying to get it away from me. It's torture.
wottan:
Yow 60 hour weeks? Thats rough, at least youre spending time by the water though, definetly very relaxing.
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break ups are much too emotionally draining. Especially when I still very much love the person.


it's times like these when i'm oh-so thankful for my friends.

looks like i'm staying in tonight, though. No partying for me.

ETA: i didn't go to celebrities that night. but i did go rollerblading with keith.
wottan:
Its times like this that have made me realize how important friends and family are. Im sure youll come out better for it.
freakqueen:
of course! I always do!
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yesterday, i had dinner with sean at the foundation.

today is supposed to be an entire movies DAY. There are simply too many movies we both want to see.

I went for a mini car ride with Keith the other night. A tiny event but huuuuuuuuge for me. I didn't think I'd see him again until after Sean left.

Sean and I got in a...
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honsolo:
is that really bad? if you not into him anymore then i would say thats a good thing... now if you do still like him then thats a problem...
freakqueen:
it's not bad; just annoying.
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what?!

bmezine is down and so i will update in SG instead.

my feet hurt because i worked another double shift today. At QC and ON. They're cut because i recently attempted a swim to bowen island and my feet got attacked by sharp barnacles.

Sat is almost finished his shoes. I'm very, very impressed. I don't think I'll try making my own shoes anytime...
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freakqueen:
now that's just scary.
wottan:
My feet are similarly sore from too much dancing. But I guess youre cause isnt as fun as mine, ah well :/ What are you getting tattood?
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pough:
Pictures have captions?
freakqueen:
point proven
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my bme journal is so much better updated.

I'm upset with Keith? Why? Because he stood me up. How upset?

An excerpt:
"I went out with Karolina for some doughnuts thinking that Keith probably just lost track of time. We sat there and i bitched for half an hour. And then i thought, "Fuck. Well, i don't want him to know that i sat around...
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honsolo:
kids are cute no matter what some people might say smile
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Sean has made his worry public.

This amuses and scares me.

This means he's very worried about J. And he has absolutely NO reason to be. I feel the need to laugh at him. However, this also means that I can't hang out with J without being accompanied by guilt.

i've been out and about everyday.

Today shall be spent with Keith. I still find...
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yeknomyknuf:
Looking at your profile...you are great. You are hot and you listed Nightmare Before Christmas as your only favorite movie. I love the colors in your hair too. Mmm, warm fuzzy feeling.. love
yeknomyknuf:
smile smile kiss
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i am torn between an IAM houseparty and an SG drunkfest. Both are on saturday night.
Saturday is also a day for chinese celebration. I have no idea how to translate this day into English, so i won't bother.

I was to supposed to suspend several days ago. However, i didn't feel mentally prepared and told Russ i couldn't do it. He said it wasn't...
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pica_pica:
I would love to see you on Saturday night.!smile
hethral:
You are, I did a double take when I saw it.

Hope you come out Saturday, might actually get to meet you in person.
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Keith is wonderful. Let's just make this clear. I've learnt that things don't have to make sense. I know i can't function without Keith or Sean. Why? I don't fucking know. I don't choose whom to care about. There are people that simply don't matter. No matter how hard i try, i can't seem to care about them just enough.
...and then there are these...
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aperantos:
Dumb question, why has SG not yet posted one of your sets? You are obivously an awesome looking woman and I would give my soul in exchange to bow before your magestic beauty

[Edited on Jun 04, 2005 6:50PM]

[Edited on Jun 04, 2005 6:51PM]
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*sigh*

well, that was emo. A mixture of guilt, apprehension, and love.

He lands on Saturday, June 2. At noon. So i will have to book the day off from work. Maybe? Or maybe Jessy can pick him up from the airport. I really hate the idea of selling Ron out like that.

This relationship is absolutely going to kill me financially.
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pough:
My last visit from my love hurt my pocketbook, no doubt about that. And no, Hethral, not all relationships kill people financially, but finances have been known to kill relationships. Some people BENEFIT from relationships. Speaking of which, my lover's best friend is apparently rich AND single!

Have loads of fun emoting, freakqueen.
freakqueen:
monkeyman -
yep.
for shizzle.


hethral -
Unfortunately, i'm a bit too important to be able to do that. Ron, the owner of said company, would be calling my ass every 5 seconds wondering where i am.