I've been forced to do a lot of self reflection lately. I'm not entirely sure I'm pleased with that. I mean, in the long run it's probably good for me and it turns out that I'm less of an unfuckable shithead than I think but... there's stuff to work through and self improvement has not been one of my strong suits.
Work is insane. I'm still not sleeping. My medication isn't doing what it's supposed to and I've had a couple serious bouts of depression over the last couple months. If the Christmas season doesn't kill me, I'm going to need one hell of a vacation next year. If I can afford it. Which, on my salary, I can't. Mommas, don't let your babies grow up to be fine arts students.
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silversurfer:
Hi FP. I know I haven't talked to you that much, but I wanted to say that I liked reading a lot of your board posts over the years. Only now they're not boards any more, they're groups, and the new site, compared to the old one, doesn't seem to be optimized for an online community. But, anyway, I often found your posts worthwhile, back in the old days.
oninotaki:
Hey freak pirate I feel much the same as silver surfer. I hope life is finding you well.