freakalicious

well my membership is just about done and i dont know when ill be able to get it back.. so for now i must bid thee all farewell
i leave you with these words....

what if the hokey-pokey really is what its all about?

i miss you hunny

funny thought... everytime my boss comes near me i start to sing.. IF I ONLY HAD A BRAIN

hehehehe

yea spring is here... the warm sunshine, the fresh air , the allergies, the sneezing, the itchy eyes, the stuffy nose.. aahhh what a wonderful time of the year

blah blah blah
nothing to say except i have nothing to say... blah

a lifetime of pain and illness
of heartache and disappointment
sadness was all i knew
then i knew you
your hugs and you touch
so sweet on my skin
and the smiles you give
i am so much happier now
than i have ever been

thank you so much for my present

sometimes you can cry until there is nothing wet in you
you can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures
you can pray all you want to whatever god you think will listen
and still
it makes no difference
it goes on with no sign of when it might release you
and you know that if it ever did relent...
it would...
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the crucial notion is that through calming the whirl of thoughts that is our ordinary mind , we open a door that leads to an exalted awareness of the wonder of the entire cosmos E. hoffman

my mind is numb
flashes of dreams are all i can see
haunted by images so intense
my dreams cause me pain
they can make me giggle
there is a desire to know
yet a fear of understanding
so strange and so real
do i truely want to know
or is it better to just wonder...

holidays... what a wonderful time to get forced to hang out with people you wouldnt go out of you way to spit on... welcome to dysfunction junction..


happy psychadelic bunny egg day everyone

happy is the one
whose own heart never lies
who knows what waiting means
and still can wait
it seems like forever
till i see you again...
but hey forever is just a moment in time
so i guess i can wait ... if i have to

sweet dreamin' sexy

not much to say
just happy thoughts
warm fuzzy feelings
and sweet dreaming of my hunnybunny
hehe

i miss you
i want you
i hope you feel better
i will see you soon

and oh yea all i heard at work today is how much everyone else missed you too

you rock