i don't know what the hell happened to me. I guess it was the asthma. Part of it was my rage at people who always gave me dirty looks and always thought they had one up on me.
I decided to quit smoking weed a year ago when I finally developed more severe asthma. I LOVED weed. I had just bought a grow tent and planned on buying some seeds to grow some killer dope because I was tired of all these douchebags who sold me crap they thought was premium. I knew premium. I have smoked stuff that would blind you if the sun hit the trichromes right.
I got tired of not being able to focus, forgetting shit all the time, getting pissed off when I was jonesing and like I said, the damn looks people would always give me. Visine or not, my eyes were always squinted and red when I got high.
I wasn't your average smoker. I was a champ. I would go through an eighth a day if I got bored.
Now that I have been sober for so long and lifting weights and using all sorts of bodybuilding chemicals...I don't miss being high.
I look at people who are high and I think..." Maaan. That was me." I'm not going to make fun of people or look down on them...but I feel like I grew up.
I feel like there are more important things to being alive than being high. And honestly, I want to face death when I am sober. I think the idea of " dying high" is cowardly. You can't handle reality, and you even try to run from the experience of death?
Everyone I have ever known who smokes weed has always had some kind of problem whether it be relationships, emotional discipline, health, or finances.
We somehow seem to think that legalizing it would solve that problem. Plain and simple: your judgment and cognitive function are impaired while stoned just like when you are drunk.
I am not going to preach, but I know the facts. So don't try and tell me, an ex smoker, that I don't know what I'm talking about.
If I didn't get the asthma attacks or anxiety, if I didn't lose my short term memory or have my reaction skills lowered, I might still enjoy weed. MAYBE.
You know that all the greatest thinkers, athletes, prophets, visionaries, and richest and most powerful are probably sober or wound up being sober eventually, right? So when people say that weed being illegal is what is causing their restriction in life I just laugh.
Medical Marijauna makes sense. But it is the same thing with Oxys and Benzos: people are going to lie just to find a way to legally be an addict. You are only doing something that will eventually hurt you in the long run by wasting what precious time you have.
I decided to quit smoking weed a year ago when I finally developed more severe asthma. I LOVED weed. I had just bought a grow tent and planned on buying some seeds to grow some killer dope because I was tired of all these douchebags who sold me crap they thought was premium. I knew premium. I have smoked stuff that would blind you if the sun hit the trichromes right.
I got tired of not being able to focus, forgetting shit all the time, getting pissed off when I was jonesing and like I said, the damn looks people would always give me. Visine or not, my eyes were always squinted and red when I got high.
I wasn't your average smoker. I was a champ. I would go through an eighth a day if I got bored.
Now that I have been sober for so long and lifting weights and using all sorts of bodybuilding chemicals...I don't miss being high.
I look at people who are high and I think..." Maaan. That was me." I'm not going to make fun of people or look down on them...but I feel like I grew up.
I feel like there are more important things to being alive than being high. And honestly, I want to face death when I am sober. I think the idea of " dying high" is cowardly. You can't handle reality, and you even try to run from the experience of death?
Everyone I have ever known who smokes weed has always had some kind of problem whether it be relationships, emotional discipline, health, or finances.
We somehow seem to think that legalizing it would solve that problem. Plain and simple: your judgment and cognitive function are impaired while stoned just like when you are drunk.
I am not going to preach, but I know the facts. So don't try and tell me, an ex smoker, that I don't know what I'm talking about.
If I didn't get the asthma attacks or anxiety, if I didn't lose my short term memory or have my reaction skills lowered, I might still enjoy weed. MAYBE.
You know that all the greatest thinkers, athletes, prophets, visionaries, and richest and most powerful are probably sober or wound up being sober eventually, right? So when people say that weed being illegal is what is causing their restriction in life I just laugh.
Medical Marijauna makes sense. But it is the same thing with Oxys and Benzos: people are going to lie just to find a way to legally be an addict. You are only doing something that will eventually hurt you in the long run by wasting what precious time you have.