franziska

It's girls night tonight and it's a good thing. I'm wallowing in self pity today and getting ready for this will make me stop. Tonight will be fun.

It's amazing how many imaginary cages I have built for myself. I'm always wanting to be free to do whatever I want, yet always thinking about who my freedom will hurt. Maybe it's called being an adult, but I think I cross the line and give up too much. Always holding back the blunt edge of the truth so that I don't cut someone. And trust, well that's a whole other issue.

But really, I have to quit feeling sorry for myself. I have a great night planned and need to get ready for it.