Work had pissed me off too much. I need a new job. its sucking my life away i dont have chance do anything and im not even being paid for most of it. im doing stuff on my days off and no pay rise has happend for all the extra work load ive got. all that gets mentioned is the one fuck up i made. well sorry. its amazing about all the times they let me down. if they gave me and the others the help we asked for wed never of failed in the first place.
Oh and mistressvamp thanks for the encouragement!
Destruction of an unknown
You protected though you meant to destroy
Believe what you know is fake
Life to suite others
Only to lie to yourself
But destroy what you cant control
Life always leads to death
Your judged by what you left
Im madly in hate with you
Wish my dreams werent of you
Wish I was a god myself
Put you in eternal hell.
You breed my hate
You build my anger
You control what is not yours
I want you more
I want you gone
I want the past
Not ruined by the future
The beginning is forgotten
I still crave the end
Feelings to you easy to break
Only the bad taste sticks like a spiders web
What does it matter you cant wake the dead
It really need tidying up a bit though but hell. Im still writing in that 'zone'
Sam keeps hitting me with left wing questions like why do i still trust her. Would i cheat on her. Would i leave her if someone better came along. well i thought id ask her a question out the blue
"im thinking about waisting my life to drugs would you stick by me"
Oh the look on her face. And i played the seriuos face so she thinks im losing all hope in everything. Well i am in a way but drugs ain t the answer. Saying thatwish it was in a way. I could probably have an explanation for wtf is going on in my life just latly.
Going get drunk with friends now. Off 2 days for no reason at all. Time to sg all weekend and look for a new job.
Oh and mistressvamp thanks for the encouragement!
Destruction of an unknown
You protected though you meant to destroy
Believe what you know is fake
Life to suite others
Only to lie to yourself
But destroy what you cant control
Life always leads to death
Your judged by what you left
Im madly in hate with you
Wish my dreams werent of you
Wish I was a god myself
Put you in eternal hell.
You breed my hate
You build my anger
You control what is not yours
I want you more
I want you gone
I want the past
Not ruined by the future
The beginning is forgotten
I still crave the end
Feelings to you easy to break
Only the bad taste sticks like a spiders web
What does it matter you cant wake the dead
It really need tidying up a bit though but hell. Im still writing in that 'zone'
Sam keeps hitting me with left wing questions like why do i still trust her. Would i cheat on her. Would i leave her if someone better came along. well i thought id ask her a question out the blue
"im thinking about waisting my life to drugs would you stick by me"
Oh the look on her face. And i played the seriuos face so she thinks im losing all hope in everything. Well i am in a way but drugs ain t the answer. Saying thatwish it was in a way. I could probably have an explanation for wtf is going on in my life just latly.
Going get drunk with friends now. Off 2 days for no reason at all. Time to sg all weekend and look for a new job.
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This is how dumb Canada is: I'm waiting to watch the Brazilian GP on TAPE DELAY because golf and NASCAR mean more to our national sports network than F1. I'll likely watch it on the French-language CBC (public) network because it's on earlier there than on TSN. I hear Imola may be off the calendar next year. I went to this year's San Marino GP, my first since the Brit GP in'94. Before that I did Montreal ('93) & Monaco ('92).
Muawhahahahahaha