frantic

Can you remember the day you lost your innocence? That day where your whole world began to change. It still exists for me, in my dreams at least. Its weird some nights ive dreamt about my death, sams death as well. I accept my own but dreaming about hers really freaks me out (its happend twice this month) Now from what limited knowledge i have dreams about death mean change, something in your own world is gonna not be the same. Then there are dreams that i like, Recently its been about being in this new house with sam. Shes had a dream like that too, same night. Which is freaky. Us just being together and happy. Non of the outside interference from other people and a belief in the future. I wanna dream that again..........

Ill be going to an sguk meet! Well not til febuary. But hey its a start! Ill be way to tied up for this year anyways.

House update: Should be going view it this sunday, Well depending on what im working. But ill get some pics, I can do a before after type thing.

So Last journal i said my keyboard was going downhill. Well it got worse. I lost the Y key then others started going. So i borrowed my sisters wired one. Itll do for now!!!! She never uses hers anyway.