You've been kicked to the curb! Yeah, YOU! Three quarters of you infact.
Apparently 400 plus friends get me no more than 140 comments on my set in members review (which has really dissapointed me. I really thought it would have done better. I love the colors and the whole set infact so much) Also my 400 plus friends managed to gather together 18 comments on a *friends only* blog on how shitty it's going. No hard feelings- we're all busy and I'm lousy at commenting sometimes too. Most "friends" add me...and I really can't help wondering why? SG isn't myspace. If you're not interested in eachother don't bother requesting friendship. You don't have to be my friend to see my ass naked. Everyone can. Eventhough I still do find that fact rather funny sometimes.
But let's face it if I haven't seen your face it's either because you don't interest me enough to comment on your sets and/or blogs. OR you don't care enough about me to comment on my sets or blogs. So let's just call it a day. 400 plus friends have now become less that 100. And I'm keeping it that way. Some people have their friend requests turned off, can someone please tell me how to do that too?
-Edit- It's turned off. Thnx no more "friend" requests for me!
The downs
So yes, it's tough right now. Some would say (and have said) it's my own fault. Especially seeing as how I've been sticking with it for so long. I feel no need to defend myself on that point. But I realize to some it must be tedious to read the almost same blogs and situations a year down the line. Guess that's what denial does to you. I've broken up with him a few times over his habit, but always hoped for the best and returned as soon as things were on the up. It took me time to realize the patterns...after the ups always some the downs again. Honest that takes time to see. I was in to deep. I do see now and friends of his are saying I'm selfish and as he's turning to them now with his games of desperation I am so happy I'm finally seeing through them. He is gone. There's only the hole that the coke has left. I haven't cried today. I have everyday up untill now. Maybe I still will , but I feel I've wisened up. Not hardned though I might add. I hope he'll find his feet again and I still hope we will be together one day and he'll be the father of my kid(s) because he was my soulmate before the coke took him.
The ups
On a happier note. The sun has been shining here non stop for over a week. Quite unique. Not one single cloud in the sky and.....some area's are allready in a state of emergency due to the ground being to dry. There's a fire risk. It's been grate though and I just bought some fab reef honey sandals in brown with goldish brown glitter straps.
Reef are sooo comfy. I also bought some linnen summer pants, some summer tops and coconut butter body oil. Looking for someone to rub me down, anybody willing? Hehehe
My mom should be home from her vacation in France tomorrow. She's been away for almost 3 weeks. I'm dieing for a good old chat. She doesn't like this whole Johan "affair" and she would have liked us to have parted our ways last year but she does have general good advice and well hell it's my mom. She's all I have in the way of familiy really so I need her support right now. Also it's mothers day tomorrow. I think the world over. So give your mom some love okay?
I'm still going to the gym. Almost 3 times a week. Can't see any improvement yet. How long does it usually take to lose 6 pounds?
I'm so looking forwars to Boom! in august. I've been looking for a hotel in the area. All hotells are fully booked already.
Sleeping in a tent with A 75.000 psy-trance lovers B 24 hours a day psy-trance music and C 35 degrees celsius by 09:00 a.m. is just not going to work with me. After 2 days of no sleep I'll run away screaming. It's 8 day festival, so we'll have to get a hotel. The nearest we can find so far is 45 km away, 3*** and 500,- for the week
SOOOOOO I need that set to go live people. Please vote if you haven't already. And if you already have....*smoochie smooch smooch* but pleeeease vote again. 'Mkthnx!
You can vote for itHERE!
Must pick up my laundry from the laundrette. Yes my house is too small for a washing machine, so? I'm clean, I promise. Gonna wear my new reefs over there...makin' me feel purdy.
Have good weekend.
Apparently 400 plus friends get me no more than 140 comments on my set in members review (which has really dissapointed me. I really thought it would have done better. I love the colors and the whole set infact so much) Also my 400 plus friends managed to gather together 18 comments on a *friends only* blog on how shitty it's going. No hard feelings- we're all busy and I'm lousy at commenting sometimes too. Most "friends" add me...and I really can't help wondering why? SG isn't myspace. If you're not interested in eachother don't bother requesting friendship. You don't have to be my friend to see my ass naked. Everyone can. Eventhough I still do find that fact rather funny sometimes.
But let's face it if I haven't seen your face it's either because you don't interest me enough to comment on your sets and/or blogs. OR you don't care enough about me to comment on my sets or blogs. So let's just call it a day. 400 plus friends have now become less that 100. And I'm keeping it that way. Some people have their friend requests turned off, can someone please tell me how to do that too?
-Edit- It's turned off. Thnx no more "friend" requests for me! The downs
So yes, it's tough right now. Some would say (and have said) it's my own fault. Especially seeing as how I've been sticking with it for so long. I feel no need to defend myself on that point. But I realize to some it must be tedious to read the almost same blogs and situations a year down the line. Guess that's what denial does to you. I've broken up with him a few times over his habit, but always hoped for the best and returned as soon as things were on the up. It took me time to realize the patterns...after the ups always some the downs again. Honest that takes time to see. I was in to deep. I do see now and friends of his are saying I'm selfish and as he's turning to them now with his games of desperation I am so happy I'm finally seeing through them. He is gone. There's only the hole that the coke has left. I haven't cried today. I have everyday up untill now. Maybe I still will , but I feel I've wisened up. Not hardned though I might add. I hope he'll find his feet again and I still hope we will be together one day and he'll be the father of my kid(s) because he was my soulmate before the coke took him.
The ups
On a happier note. The sun has been shining here non stop for over a week. Quite unique. Not one single cloud in the sky and.....some area's are allready in a state of emergency due to the ground being to dry. There's a fire risk. It's been grate though and I just bought some fab reef honey sandals in brown with goldish brown glitter straps.
Reef are sooo comfy. I also bought some linnen summer pants, some summer tops and coconut butter body oil. Looking for someone to rub me down, anybody willing? Hehehe My mom should be home from her vacation in France tomorrow. She's been away for almost 3 weeks. I'm dieing for a good old chat. She doesn't like this whole Johan "affair" and she would have liked us to have parted our ways last year but she does have general good advice and well hell it's my mom. She's all I have in the way of familiy really so I need her support right now. Also it's mothers day tomorrow. I think the world over. So give your mom some love okay?
I'm still going to the gym. Almost 3 times a week. Can't see any improvement yet. How long does it usually take to lose 6 pounds?
I'm so looking forwars to Boom! in august. I've been looking for a hotel in the area. All hotells are fully booked already.
Sleeping in a tent with A 75.000 psy-trance lovers B 24 hours a day psy-trance music and C 35 degrees celsius by 09:00 a.m. is just not going to work with me. After 2 days of no sleep I'll run away screaming. It's 8 day festival, so we'll have to get a hotel. The nearest we can find so far is 45 km away, 3*** and 500,- for the week
SOOOOOO I need that set to go live people. Please vote if you haven't already. And if you already have....*smoochie smooch smooch* but pleeeease vote again. 'Mkthnx!You can vote for itHERE!
Must pick up my laundry from the laundrette. Yes my house is too small for a washing machine, so? I'm clean, I promise. Gonna wear my new reefs over there...makin' me feel purdy.
Have good weekend.
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no worries im give my mother love even though i cant stand her most of the time.
You can count on another vote from me. I want to see another set go live for ya,
SG is like a portal to other parts of the world for me. I hope that someday in my travels I will be able to cross paths with you.
As for your guy situation, my thoughts are with you. He must be blind if he can't see how amazing you are and honestly if he doesn't see it, you deserve someone who does see how fantastic you are.