I'm tired and I don't want to sleep because there is so much going on at school tonight and I desperately need affection and companionship right now but I am also desperately in need of sleep. I feel very poorly, weak and tired, physically and mentally exhausted, Worried about homework and my health and my friends and every other damned thing. Hell, I'm even worried that if I go to bed now I'll wake up at midnight and be unable to get back to sleep.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed. Goodnight.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed. Goodnight.
I'm not affectionate so I can't really offer any affection but I'll give you so much company it will make you cry
I wish I were tough.