My mind is doing it again. When I try to work on something, almost always a school something, and it fills up with disraction and anxiety. I end up roaming the internet desperately looking for something that will distract me long enough for the feeling to drain away. The distraction and procrastination aren't the cause, they're me attempting to bleed off this bad feeling, this fuzz that is filling up my mind and interupt my thought process. With all the thought I've put into this lately it's a little easier to see that, recognize it, and fight it, but it's still so bloody hard. I'm fighting myself and trying to do some arcane law summary at the same time, which makes this all so much harder than it was every intended to be.
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scarydoll:
What is it that you're studying at school?
scarydoll:
Are you interested in history? It may be easier to do school work if you are very interested in the topic.