I've determined that my real talent and calling lies in creating visionary schemes then leading groups of people to put those ideas into practice, with the results ranging from wild success to moderate success, but never quite beng a failure. I'm really, really good at this sort of thing and as a result I am more or less unemployable and have no place in society whatsoever.
I don't understand life. I really just don't. I mean, it makes sense in an evolutionary context, but evolution is bullshit. That is, if all their is to life is survive and pass on your genes then their is no god damned point to being a free willed intelligent creature. Fuck. A bunch of my friends are getting married, and I just don't understand that shit. For the rest of your life? You're never going to sleep with anyone else? You're going to live with this person, eat with this person, raise kids and share money and nurse this person when they're sick and put up with them when they're being crazy and all of that? Forever? Until you die? Fuck that action. Not at twenty. Theres no way in hell you could work that at twenty.
And, you know, there is me, not knowing why I'm in college or what I want to do here. Fuck, you know, I'ma go talk to an advisor about a major, right now. Bye.
I don't understand life. I really just don't. I mean, it makes sense in an evolutionary context, but evolution is bullshit. That is, if all their is to life is survive and pass on your genes then their is no god damned point to being a free willed intelligent creature. Fuck. A bunch of my friends are getting married, and I just don't understand that shit. For the rest of your life? You're never going to sleep with anyone else? You're going to live with this person, eat with this person, raise kids and share money and nurse this person when they're sick and put up with them when they're being crazy and all of that? Forever? Until you die? Fuck that action. Not at twenty. Theres no way in hell you could work that at twenty.
And, you know, there is me, not knowing why I'm in college or what I want to do here. Fuck, you know, I'ma go talk to an advisor about a major, right now. Bye.