i have to say i think it's funny that you think what you think. my journal entry was a joke. i didn't do heroin if that's what you think. yeah i may be a little lost in this world. but who isn't??? i have my shit together enough to get by and enjoy it. isn't that what it's all about. and how am i a name dropper??? i didn't tell you about how i hung out with conner or angelina or anything dick! i didn't even say anyones name when i read it over. basically your always reading to far into what i have to say. don't take me literally because you don't even know me. things didn't have to be this way. and it doesn't make perfect sense. i am an asshole but so are you.maybe that's why we went together so well. or not so well. and people see right throught me eh? i think that was just to get a reaction out of me. well you know i'm not hiding. if they can see through me then atleast they're seeing me right? so why does your heart hurt? huh baby why?